Moving on up

Today was the first day of me trying to avoid thinking only of the adoption. And considering that I was on the side of the highway picking up garbage I was pretty distracted. At one point I found myself wanting to steal Marcus's wishing lash, wanting to wish for a speedy adoption but I thought to myself, NO. There will be no more wishing on lashes or candles or coins thrown into a fountain. I am done wishing, I have to move on. My mood today was definetly better, a nice new purse and fancy feet definetly helped; but what I think it is most is my new reserve to just chill out. My life is great, I have two beautiful boys, an amazing husband and two great dogs. I am no longer going to wish it away wating for something.